I have a fear of failure. I’ve learned that I don’t have a motivation to even try a lot of things because I don’t think they will work out.
However, I’ve been fighting to change that. This week, I applied for a once-a-week job at the Utah Historical Society, an internship at the BYU Museum of Art, and for a student position for the Thetean, BYU’s historical journal (it counts as class credit).
I am almost positive that I won’t get any of these so I have procrastinated filling out the applications all week.
I need to be a little bit more like this girl:
Wish me luck on my hopeless endeavors!